Fri Feb 26, 2010 6:46 pm
The human condition is absolutely %@$&ing wretched. i saw a photo of a kid trapped still alive but unrecoverable under a collapsed building in Haiti, his eyes were like these bottomless pools of waste and misery. Parents bury their kids every day. nobody ever gets what they want and everybody dies frustrated> the longer you live the more loss and pain you have to endure. Just realize that whatever goal you are working toward is a god damned trap that is causing you to lose whatever time you have left striving to attain something that isn't going to be there. I saw a little cat get hit by a car on the way here today, the cat suffered a long time -- he was still broken and crying when I turned the corner out of sight. The girl my brother secretly loved in high school and still haunts his dreams, she misses him every day, but she can never let him know or talk to him because she's married and her husbadn would flip out and kill people. My dog had stomach cancer and wouldn't eat, he hid all the time until we had him killed. when he died, he looked around for a comforting face but there was nobody in the room except for the doctor with the cold needle in his hand.